How two-faced and fake can a person be?
Why do u pretend to like her/him when u don't?
Why do u talk about him/her and then go out with her/him as though u were best friend AND then talk about another person?
Why do u backstab him/her then pretend that never happen?

I admit that i did/do talk about people behind their back.
But i don't pretend as if nothing had happened.
I don't talk to u about A then talk to A about u.
I wouldn't like it if it happens to me.

I don't pretend as if i like u when i don't.
And its obvious when i dont like someone.
Because its shown on my face.
Why should I pretend to be happy with you while im actually not?

I don't like you, you and you...
Its annoying just by hearing you names.
Don't pretend as if you know nothing.
Don't pretend as if you're the most innocent girl/guy in this world.
Because you're NOT!

The scariest person is not the person who shows her/his anger, hatred, etc.
But the scariest person is the one who acts innocent, know nothing, never shows his/her tempers, etc.
Atleast the person who shows their temper/anger/hatred, we know that she/he is angry.
But we wouldn't know a thing if the person doesn't show his/her temper/anger at all.

I don't like people who doesn't respect other people.
Especially people who are close to you.
Why do you shout/scold him/her in front of a crowd?
Must you do that to show that you're in control of the situation?
Sorry to say but you're not in control of the situation.
All you show was how disrespectful are you towards the person.
It shows that you don't care about the person's feelings at all.
Can't you wait till you're in private to do that?
Is it so hard just to keep your anger a little while more?

Don't come to me only when you needed help from me.
Why should i help you when you come to me only when u needed me?
And when i need you, where were you?
Gone to MARS?
When you don't need me, you act as if i don't exist.
But you find for me and talk to me nicely when you need my help.




I don't have the mood to blog regularly anymore.
I don't know what to write anymore.
Except for my anger.
Sometimes, when i really wanted to blog, I don't have the facility to do so.
And when i have the facility to do so, i dont have the mood to blog anymore.

Things are NEVER how you see it and think about it,
Things are ALWAYS from what you see and think about it.
Don't ASSUME because it makes an ASS out of yoU and ME.
Don't judge a book by its cover.

Alot of things going thru my head. I dont even know what is actually bothering me. Things may not be how it looks like.

I wanna be somewhere far far away without knowing anyone.

After two months, i finally took the effort to update my dead blog. Alot of things happened in this short two months. My mom and younger sister came back from Bahrain for one month. Struggled for 6 theory exams. Ken Zen is back from London for one month plus. Went to Genting last weekend.

I kind of cant wait for college to start again. So that i have atleast 2 out of 7days planned. I dont have to think of where to go and what to do. I hope i didnt fail my marketing and advertising paper.

I've been having weird dreams these days. Some dreams that i wish its true, and some dreams that i wish it will never come true.

I really don't understand you most of the times even after so long. Its so difficult to catch what you're thinking.

T.I.R.E.D

Why?
Why do things turn out this way?
Why must everything happen at the same time?
What happened to the happy times?
What happened to the times where we go through together?
Why are we not talking to each other now?
Why are we avoiding each other?

We used to go out together... Laugh together... But now... We don’t see each other... For weeks ady.. Why are we not talking to each other just because of something small... Is it worth it?

sometimes, everything is nothing.
I really don't know what to do.
sometimes, you treated me like I'm your everything.
sometimes, you treated me like I'm nothing.
how I wish I can read people's mind.
By:ToL

ToL wrote that in his blog. Which I find it very true. Things are never the same all the time... It changes every min... One min i might be laughing with you, another min we’re not talking to each other. Every min im laughing with you, i wish the time could stop. But no, it doesn’t happen.

It feels like we’re drifted apart from each other now. I feel gaps between us. Which is getting bigger and bigger? I hope something will feel the gap soon. I don’t want anything worst to happen. Sorry, I wish things would be better.

Hungry...
Anyone wants to ta pau for me?? =<
Stupid assignments. arghhhhh!!
Why do i see things so blur?

Michael Jackson passed away due to health problem.
RIP..

im supposed to do my assignment which due at 9AM later. but im here writting this crap. i cant seem to think right and write the right thing.. im so dead..

wish u're here... =<

when i ask something, u say dont know. not sure.
then u come and ask me about something else expecting me to give u a satisfying answer.
screw u!

why why why?!

I WANT a holiday....
I hate assignments...
Im so lazy...
Im so dead!!!....
Im worried....
Im tired!...

K-I-L-L M-E!!